tag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2009-11-09:/MokoFeed2009-11-09T10:07:51+01:00tag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2008-12-09:/2008/12/09/more-than-just-a-party-5190458/#c8493248Old-Nick2008-12-09T15:43:04+01:002008-12-09T15:43:04+01:00hello you.<br> <br> Have a good time tonight, but be careful with the alcomaholicals - just in case you say stuff to a certain someone you may regret the next day. <br> <br> <br> God I sound like such an old wet blanket - feel free to ignore all of the above.<br> <br> :)tag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2008-10-30:/2008/10/29/addiction-4952478/#c8130814EllenRipley2008-10-30T20:17:24+01:002008-10-30T20:17:24+01:00Thank you for your opinion, its very much appreciated. I agree that ignoring the signs can occasionaly lead to better desintations, and taking risks is what keeps life exciting, I'm just not sure I have the strength in me at this point in time to deal with a situation thats not to my liking. I have much to think about!<br> <br> Thank you for your suggestion!tag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2008-10-29:/2008/10/29/addiction-4952478/#c8122179Scientology2008-10-29T20:56:48+01:002008-10-29T20:56:48+01:00Beware, familiarity breeds contempt, on that I am almost certain. <br> <br> However, I am also certain that some of the best journeys I have ever embarked upon have been made all the better by blatantly disregaurding the road signs.<br> <br> I suppose a journey in-itself can seem piecemeal, you traverse a distance between some A and some B, A being your origin and B your destination, upon arrival at your destination you consider the journey, whether it was eventful or not, complete. <br> <br> However, if you begin at A but have no idea towards which B you are going then, ultimatley, you can at least shed off the feeling that the journey is piecemeal and look upon it as a perpetual adventure.<br> <br> The trick being a blatant disreguard for the "road signs" but also for any destination B you may or may not desire to reach, go with the flow.<br> <br> Failing this you could do what men have done for centuries substitute this addiction for another, drinking? probably, gambling? only foolishly... Drugs? never ever.tag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2008-10-23:/2008/10/23/the-danger-of-thought-4919509/#c8072866deleted user2008-10-23T19:24:56+02:002008-10-23T19:24:56+02:00Thinking is one of the last great 'freedoms' of life - don't ever give that up... :Dtag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2008-10-06:/2008/09/23/unstoppable-4769126/#c7933719secret-friend2008-10-06T21:22:12+02:002008-10-06T21:22:12+02:00<blockquote>"my heart has never quite lead me in the right direction."</blockquote><br> <br> Oh yea...I know what you mean!<br> tag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2008-09-25:/2008/09/23/unstoppable-4769126/#c7842340MagsAttack2008-09-25T17:28:09+02:002008-09-25T17:28:09+02:00Your heart will always have a voice in there somewhere but loving yourself is the most important thing and it looks like you've achieved that :) Everything else will fall into place.tag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2008-09-23:/2008/09/23/unstoppable-4769126/#c7822933jackfrost2008-09-23T18:39:55+02:002008-09-23T18:39:55+02:00you cant seperate the heart from the head But you can let your head rule:)<br> <br> <img src="http://bestsmileys.com/animals/7.gif">tag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2008-09-16:/2008/09/16/new-beginning-again-4736934/#c7767061Old-Nick2008-09-16T20:52:19+02:002008-09-16T20:52:19+02:00Just go with the flow for once. But don't build it up too much yet.<br> <br> Just see if you can relax and have fun together and enjoy each other for a while, then see what happens.<br> <br> Happiness is a good cure for heartbreak.<br> <br> xtag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2008-09-16:/2008/09/16/new-beginning-again-4736934/#c7766525roynelson2008-09-16T19:50:31+02:002008-09-16T19:50:31+02:00beware of the bouncy bouncy thing though.<br> we have all jumped from one relationship to the other too quickly.<br> <br> tis always nice to have time to rebuild the relationship with the main person in your life - youself.<br> <br> love+light to you+yourstag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2008-09-11:/2008/09/11/hmm-4714964/#c7728998luckystar422008-09-11T21:00:28+02:002008-09-11T21:00:28+02:00Know exactly what you mean! Am good bit older than you i think. Just out of 5 yr relationhip.Need to find real me, think we all do! starting journeys...good luck! If ever you get the urge to Greek island hop give me a shout lol xtag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2008-08-19:/2008/08/19/erase-and-rewind-4610367/#c7552092Old-Nick2008-08-19T21:20:41+02:002008-08-19T21:20:41+02:00Bah! relationships, sod 'em. I may spend a year celibate and gay for tax reasons.<br> <br> :)tag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2008-08-10:/2008/08/10/new-horizons-4566732/#c7477470SeasideMan2008-08-10T13:58:54+02:002008-08-10T13:58:54+02:00That's a very important realization you have come to there. Make sure you never forget it. <br> <br> Tom.tag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2008-06-05:/2008/05/14/colin-4173651/#c6969766deleted user2008-06-05T08:33:00+02:002008-06-05T08:33:00+02:00dont leave!!!tag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2008-05-29:/2008/05/29/spewing-words-on-a-page-4242288/#c6919006Kibitz2008-05-29T16:33:16+02:002008-05-29T16:33:16+02:00Spewing is good.<br> <br> If it helps .... x<br> <br> tag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2008-05-29:/2008/05/29/spewing-words-on-a-page-4242288/#c6918087Old-Nick2008-05-29T14:25:35+02:002008-05-29T14:25:35+02:00Hope is sometimes a good thing, but you hoping for him to come back is just hurting yourself for no reason. <br> <br> Yes, you need to grieve and let the pain out but you have to try to move on. It is hard when you have really connected with someone but the path to being "over" someone is as long as it is - if that makes sense.<br> <br> (note to self - how about taking your own advice and stopping the giving it to others)<br> <br> :)tag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2008-04-18:/2008/04/18/theres-always-trouble-in-paradise-4061529/#c6594830Old-Nick2008-04-18T14:36:10+02:002008-04-18T14:36:10+02:00Maybe his lack of conversation is due to being wiped out after the Glandular fever?<br> <br> I got this and it made me a zombie. And it takes years to completely get out of your system. I would get minor relapses and all I could do was sleep and vegitate. <br> <br> But, maybe the conversation is over. Maybe it's time to take control and move on.<br> <br> Only you will know.<br> <br> Good luck with whatever path you choose. But make a choice, don't just drift. If you drift you will find yourself screaming in a rut and going mad in a couple of years time.<br> <br> xtag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2008-03-21:/2008/03/19/god-thank-you-3906742/#c6369533Elle882008-03-21T20:17:13+01:002008-03-21T20:17:13+01:00Us women are terrible with worrying!!!<br> Men are so simple and sometimes I wish I could have that laid back attitude! When I'm waiting for a text message (I'm currently doing this right now lol) I turn my phone off, place it under my pillow and check it every hour lol. I'm not sure why I think switching it off will somehow make him text back quicker! lol<br> <br> Take Care<br> <br> xtag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2008-03-18:/2008/03/18/change-3899652/#c6342639Old-Nick2008-03-18T13:55:18+01:002008-03-18T13:55:18+01:00I think you are just being realistic. <br> <br> No one knows where any relationship is going to take them till they get there. You have to try and enjoy the trip, as it were. Doubts are natural, but all cases are different.<br> <br> If its good now, stick with it. If it stops being good - talk, try to change it, or get out.<br> <br> Good luck.<br> tag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2008-03-16:/2008/03/16/just-one-little-thing-3890136/#c6327525jackfrost2008-03-16T20:48:37+01:002008-03-16T20:48:37+01:00I hope it is all ok ...the tests today are so acurate so you should find out soon!tag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2008-03-16:/2008/03/10/becomeing-one-of-those-girls-ain-t-so-ba-3849723/#c6326663Elle882008-03-16T19:18:36+01:002008-03-16T19:18:36+01:00Beautiful.<br> <br> This takes me back to December 2006.<br> I spent 4 nights locked indoors with a guy I was besotted with.<br> We kissed, watched films, ate Krispy Kreme doughnuts, chatted for hours and basically spent the majority of the time in his bed.<br> <br> Happiness is amazing.<br> Capture every moment!<br> <br> Take Care<br> <br> Sarah<br> xxtag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2008-03-13:/2008/03/12/having-everything-v-being-independent-3868297/#c6301630copdam2008-03-13T14:18:42+01:002008-03-13T14:18:42+01:00Hey, I think it will definitely help you later on in life. Not only that, but you can feel proud of yourself for what you're achieving now, and you'll know that whatever comes your way in life, you'll probably be able to deal with it! <br> I worked my way through my education as well, with hardly any days off, but it was soooo worth it! Since then, I've managed to start a new life away from home, on my own, managing my money in a way to allow me to buy my first property at a young age, independently, at a time when people struggle to get on the property ladder. So you keep going! It will pay off in the end, and it will be so worth it!<br> Also, I can't imagine your friend is really judging you, but there might be a bit of misunderstanding there, as she probably hasn't had to face the same issues. It won't last forever. Keep an eye on what you achieve overall in your life!<br> Sorry about the long comment... Good luck! And well done you!tag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2008-02-29:/2008/02/23/his_name_is_colin_and_i_hope_he_never_fi~3771054/#c6186949wickedlife2008-02-29T15:14:29+01:002008-02-29T15:14:29+01:00enjoy, darling. I used to have a verbal diurea, but experiences taught me that I should really learn to keep my mouth shut. I'm getting better at it.<br> <br> It seems to me you have a good bloke there, and different, from what I could've seen. Keep him; a friend like him rarely comes along!<br> <br> Visit me..tag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2008-02-19:/2008/02/18/enjoying_the_ride~3745881/#c6095301EllenRipley2008-02-19T12:23:21+01:002008-02-19T12:23:21+01:00Thank you!tag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2008-02-19:/2008/02/18/enjoying_the_ride~3745881/#c6092809Old-Nick2008-02-19T00:44:58+01:002008-02-19T00:44:58+01:00That is so good to hear.<br> <br> Someone on this site, enjoying what they have and just taking a journey with no route plan, smelling the flowers on the way.<br> <br> I wish you the best of luck.<br> <br> :)<br> tag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2008-01-25:/2008/01/25/just_some_random_ramblings~3632887/#c5860202deleted user2008-01-25T23:21:32+01:002008-01-25T23:21:32+01:00If you stop smoking everyone you see is smoking, if you break up with someone all you see is couples.......<br> AND every song on the radio is a LOVE song lol<br> This is ALL true :yes:<br> tag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2008-01-10:/2008/01/07/girl_overboard~3541713/#c5697870EllenRipley2008-01-10T01:00:25+01:002008-01-10T01:00:25+01:00Yeah, I think its time for a swim...<br> <br> tag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2008-01-07:/2008/01/07/girl_overboard~3541713/#c5674301the_real_linda2008-01-07T20:17:00+01:002008-01-07T20:17:00+01:00i have girls aloud on my laptop cuz of my sister... nothing wrong with a little guilty pleasure!tag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2008-01-07:/2008/01/07/girl_overboard~3541713/#c5673104copdam2008-01-07T18:36:25+01:002008-01-07T18:36:25+01:00Swimming is good exercise ;) See where it takes you, if it's meant to be and all that tag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2008-01-07:/2008/01/07/girl_overboard~3541713/#c5672053Old-Nick2008-01-07T16:41:01+01:002008-01-07T16:41:01+01:00Noooo, climb back on the boat and get to where your going.tag:beautifulgarbage.blog.co.uk,2008-01-03:/2008/01/03/the_thunder~3521399/#c5637928Sienna2008-01-03T20:30:58+01:002008-01-03T20:30:58+01:00Very nicely described. Exciting, too- whatever will happen next? It is good to know he has a great sense of humour and respect. Good luck!!