Today I could have just stayed in bed, and cried, and blamed myself. I could have just lay there, questioning, and going over everything in head. But I didn't. Instead I got up, and told myself I wouldn't cry, and that I am a strong person now and I can get through anything.
Ever since we were little, my younger sister has always wanted anything I had, and then claimed it was hers to begin with. She's always flirted with my exes, and tried to be-friend all the people in my life. And no matter how mad she's made me, I've always forgiven her because she's my sister, and thats what family does. I've always been there for her, when she got pregnant at 16 and then lost the baby I stayed with her, when she broke up with her long term boyfriend I did everything in my power to make her feel better and let her know she wasn't alone. I've never asked for anything in return, nor did I expect anything in return. This is why her behaviour recently has been so hurtful.
Firstly, as we are sitting eating in town with our mum, and I see Colin's new girlfriend and become a little down because it, she begins to talk about her and how they've suddenly become good friends. Just a short while ago she was at my side, pretending to stick up for me and now she's doing this. This is only the begginning.
Last saturday I decided to stay in, save some money and just watch a movie. She calls me, she's with a mutual friend of ours and Petrelli. I know her, this is something I ahve that she wants, and immediatly my night is ruined. I love my sister but I don't trust her one bit, especially with alcohol in her. Although he's texting me most of the night and wants me to come out, and I wake up to find a list of messages form him, he wants to see me. I later hear about how my sister was hanging round with him most of the night, and flirting with him. One eprson even asked her how long they'd been going out. It annoys me because when I first showed him to her, she said how unattractive he was, and now she's all over him. Its completly humiliating.
The worst of it is that she doesn't even feel guilty about it, in fact she's flaunted in my face that she was out with him and I wasn't. When I first showed signs that I wans't happy with the fact she was out with him, she said 'he said you'd act this way'. I know for a fact he wouldn't say this, and I know he isn't interesting in her in that way, and he was just trying to be friendly to a family member of mine, but she honestly thinks she has a chance. Every friend I have spoken to agrees that she has really crossed the line here. And althought nothing happened between them, I can't even look at him anymore. She has completly ruined it for me, and I hate her. This is the very last straw, and I have NEVER been more serious when I say that I NEVER EVER want to see her again. I don't want any kind of relationship with her. All she does is hurt people, she has laready caused enough hurt in out family and I am ashamed to be related to such an unfeeling, insensitive BITCH.
